I’m leaving this blog until the 29th, which is the day of my interview for uni. I want to focus my everything on that date, and this website is only going to be a distraction for me, so is Youtube. I’m taking a break. I’m sure no one will be missing me too much, but just in case any of you are wondering about my whereabouts, I am safe, but just a little busy. My friend will be taking over this blog for a while, and imma give her the freedom to do whatever she wants to do with it. so yeah. bye for now, but i’ll be back and stuff. Let’s see how this goes…
i know you're busy and all but i think i have depression and i self harm a lot..i dont know who to talk to but from your previous asks you seem to got over it so can you help?
wow um….. I’m probably not the best person to ask, because for me, “getting over it” just happened over a long period of time. I’ve never self-harmed in the technical definition of cutting myself, but I did pinch myself to have bruises all over my legs. In my case, I stopped after I started occupying my hands by biting my nails, painting my nails, and doing a lot more things to use my hands like squeezing a stuffed toy. ah man, I’m really really sorry you’re going through this. It really sucks.
All I can say is, I really wish you would feel better, and some day have the courage to seek help from someone that can give you direct support. Like a help line, or a friend/family member. I know how a lot of people won’t understand what you’re going through, but you gotta hang in there.
In the mean time, I recommend you watch some of these videos. Although these videos were made after I pulled myself out of it, I think they would have really helped me during that time.
Obviously there are a lot more videos that would help you feel a little better, even if it’s temporary, but I really hope you’d be able to be happy again.. I hope you find someone near you to help you with this very soon. Good luck xx